I am a Junior... I am almost a Senior

Listening to: Shinedown - 45
Feeling: undecided
Star Wars Episode III: 4 days Eldest: August Eragon Movie: Sometime this year ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am a Junior, but I don't feel like a Junior. I have been in school for nearly 12 years, but I still feel as though I should only be in the 6th or 7th grade. Watching some of my classmates at lunch, I realized how much we have changed as individuals and as a whole. Each student as changed and grown; their childish features gone, replaced by our teenage-cool image. we no longer have recess, though we may long for it. Bullies used to run the school, but now the cute-and-popular do. Rebel groups form on the sides, with the occasional social butterfly that floats from group to group. School work has gotten harder and some have gotten lazier. Fashion is the talk instead of how much you grew over the summer, or what was on the latest cartoon. Couples are forming, becoming more intement as the years go by. Heartbreaks come and heartbreaks heal. Ex's come and go, as do friends and best friends, too. I am almost a Senior, but I feel like I am still 11. School is over-whelming, but it's almost summer. Graduation is coming up and afterwards I will be a Senior. Somehow I am not ready and I just want to go back to a simplier grade. I am not ready. I am not ready to be a Senior. I am not ready to prepare to loose my friends.
Random Quote: Fuu: I think you tossed it to high. Jin: He doesn't know his own strength. Mugen: Kiss my ass. ~~Samuri Champloo~~
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