so i found this picture of me at devon's bachelor party... i tried uploading the larger version with everyone else in it but decided that was too much trouble when it didnt work the first time... and no those hands are not from the stripper unfortunately... ___________________________________________ so i started working full time with joel's dad this last week... plumming contracting... good work out and its not fixing toilets... my feet hurt... ___________________________________________ joel is going to propose to nicki this sunday... the day after after little emma's baptism... i cant believe he is finnaly going to do it... a major part of me wanted him to break up with her three fucking years ago... another part of me wants him to just leave... but there is this little part that feels this is the best situation for them... i mean, he does have a kid now... __________________________________________ talked to megan earlier and i swear to god it sounded like nobody is going to the fucking show tomorrow... i will be so pissed off if its true... wtf... tell me a mother fucking day before? i would have found other people to go if they would have dropped me a line or something... _________________________________________ gamed at theo's for something like 20 hours straight... pretty damn entertaining... _________________________________________ so tired... i have to be up at four so we can get to newport beach at six... damn carwash...