temp service, yes plz... not sure as to whether i am or i am not... maybe green pastures lie on both sides, eh? perhaps i am the one who speaks negative thoughts into a persons mind at night... maybe i am the one who unrails dreams... contemplating life allows a sense of joy and sorrow... for only one really knows if its going down or not... i go down... every day... on my knees to sobriety... on my knees to forms weaker than myself... maybe i chose to live this life of lies... maybe i control all this madness that is my mind... perhaps i am just drunk... lust? grief? made sick by everything around me? made sick by nothing really... just the pretense of knowing what is to come... allowing the mind to flicker in and out of silence in order to fullfill all i have ever wanted... maybe i just want you... you to make it better... better... --------------------------------------------- only person on SD now... wierd... never been the only one on before... happy early birthday to one of the original crazy mother fuckers on SD, you young kats really dont have shit on his ass... joltbloodedpsycho... stay with us for just a little while longer at least... > . > . )