well now... not really sure where to begin this one... much has happened sence the last entry... i have a car, am insured, have a cell phone, and have a gall... wtf? i dunno... --------------------------------------------- sarah jewel... people think she does not even exist... why? because i play games... because i use my persuasive talents... because i am a dick... sarah... wow... i am not sure what to say, but at the same time i am sure... i want her... not in some i want to fuck your brains out way... i am scared even thinking about kissing her... wtf? her end goal in life is to have moved out to kansas and build a church.... wtf????? anyone who knows me knows that this is not my normal cup of tea... in fact this does not even register as tea bitches... this is something fucked up... --------------------------------------------- sarah... is perfect... i have met a lot of people in my time and she is one of the nicest, most honest people i have met... her values and morals are well above any that i encounter on a regular basis... she is a virgin... waiting for marriage... and NO this is not a challenge... if it was i wouldnt waste my fucking time... this is me actually flipped head over heels for her... she is everything i have ever feared and loved at the same time... she represents perfection in my eyes and i have never come close to feeling this way... --------------------------------------------- i am however ready for defeat... i am ready for the let down... but, i am also ready to stick it out on the line because she is perfect... perfection...