so i wrote an entry, saved it but i guess it decided to go blank on me... sigh... tonight was a good night... i met a girl who is getting her masters from APU in business... she was actually into me before i even laid eyes on her... she is 5'7'', 105 or so and has a great ass... i dont know how or why she is into me but she is... she is actually into me... its kinda funny considering the last couple entries plus the last week of conversation from friends... --------------------------------------------- id also like to point out that uncle nynex really pissed me off by quoting from this site to people at the shop... not cool... --------------------------------------------- shadows race in front of a forgotten stage and i alone am the one who greets the lost souls who tend to prey on weaker and the frey. i tend to strive for unholiness but now and again i even turn myself on to to something new and unread. but where is everythig when i need it most. where are the mentors like on tv. where are the folks who promised to never let me go. i am here and they are somewhere else. lost in a place where time knows everything and i know shit. i just want to wake up someday and know that everything wont be ok but i can OD on some form of heroin and the nuclear hollocost will pass me by without even shedding a tear in my direction. randomness becomes me and my addictions. so you tell me if im here or not. only then shall i truely know my maker and what my name really means. drunk... --------------------------------------------- that website that was posted under the comments section is a pic of me when uncle nynex and andy roo went to the range... 60 yrds away with that .45 and i can take your head off your neck... scary...