ALRIGHT MO

...i have recieved a coming forth... that i do NOT like steFan as more than a friend.

alright, so. as you may or may not have read i have found out my 'crush' on stefan was merely an infatuation wtih his hair and musical abilities.not that i hate him because he is about the most sincere person i have met here and i love having him as a friend [friend? are we friends? sure, i want to be friends with him if im not, we know each other's names...is that enough of a prereq to being friends? i hope so.] oh, well i love talking to him, i feel like theres so much intellect there. he seems so smart and i just want to...talk to him, i have a feeling i could listen to him talk for hours. and when he talks, he might not say much be he could mean sooo much more. He has such mature viewpoints and opinions. alright so you may be wondering how this change came about? well, i was talking to im on the bus and wow. i really love it when we talk because i feel like its just the two of us and the rest of the world doesnt matter. not that i think im in love wiht him or anything. but its like i want to know him, i want to know all his thoughts all his dreams, his expressions...anyways, i mean he is like, so smart and stuff i just...i don't know i guess im over an infatuation with him. [well, that and he's going out with CHELSIE(whom i love)] Anyways, i've really gotten into some like...international music such as

Joeri Fransen [Belgium] Peirrick Lilliu [France] HIM [Finland] Meshuggah [Sweden] Jorun Stansen [Norway] Kalan Porter [Canada] Martina Balgova [Czech Repub] Katka Koscova [Slovokia]