Life. what can i do? i am about to have an anxiety attack. i have to get at least a B+ in all my honors classes in order to get Honors credits. i have to find a balance with all my friends. i ahve to somehow remember all the stuff from frnch that we learned last year and somehow manage to cram new stuff in my brain. my mom wants me to take the PLAN test and i dont really want to, but its like a pre-SAT/ACT thing so it helps you determine how you'll score. probably won't get to drive down to willmar on my birthday because i probably wont be allowed to drive on my birthday because my grades wont be good enough. i need a source of income that will give me more than ten dollars every weekend, AND comply with my concert schedule. i cant decide wether i want to go to France this year or not go at all, because the next trip they take will be after i've graduated and i can still go and all but i dont know if i'll want to/ have the funds to. and then theres the band thing. i want to go to europe with our band in two summers...funds/grades/timing is an issue. and now theres the option of PSEO. will i want to next year? i mean, if i can drive, i for sure will want to. but what classes? and THEN... like...im like on restriction from hanging out with like Tyler and Ben and Kommer and Calvin and Joe and James and Cliff because my parents dont know them. i mean, they know tyler and ben and ethan and jeremiah...but i dont hang out iwth ethan and jeremiah...and my parents think tyler and ben are really nice, which they are, bens a little perverted...but are they supposed to know everyone esle? we justmoved here. and it seems madi is off galavanting all over the county while i am at home. but i think its different because she hangs out with girls and i hang out with boys.buti mean i do hang out with jessica...but theres some things about her that bother me too. the hawk nelson concert is more stress than i can handle because im not there to plan it and make plans and i cant supply everyone with whats going on whose going whose driving...i cant deal with it right now so would you PLEASE figure it out amongst yourselves and tell me whats going on?