third times the charm, they always say. i dont know what that was for. oh, three days i have been on here. three days i have opened the 'new entry' window three days i have closed it. three days i have not known what to write. and now i do. *sigh* i think.

ACT I

yesterday, i screwed up. so bad. i forgot to turn off one of the mics and pharoah started talking backstage. i quick tunred it off. Brad was on my case as soon as it happened. Then Q(the QUEER) aka. Mr Quinlan runs in and yells at me telling me how i've been late on cues and such and forgetting to turn off mics. blah blah blah.

INTERMISSION

i saw erik and started to converse with him, my mommy exits the theatre and spots me comes and asks how i am, all that motherly stuff. Then, i break down and cry. I CRIED IN FRONT OF A BAJILLION PEOPLE[including erik] anyways.

AFTER THE PLAY

There was a cast crew and pit band pizza party, which i didnt know about until that evening. so i went to it. and i mostly hung out with Anna, from Austria, Manao from Belgium, Brittany and Laura, from...Centennial? Anyways, so there was this kid, Ethan, who has awesome hair and is tall. like...six feet five inches. no lie. anyways, ive always thought he was cute and was maybe becoming friends with him...Anyway. i dont know how and i dont know why but i ended up in Brent's car with Anna, Manao, Eric, Ethan, Brent and I. Eric and Brent were shotgun. the rest of us in the back. I was like...whoa im next to ethan who is totally adorable. the next thing i know, he has his arm around me. ah, i could have died, but i didnt even think of it till after i got out of the car. Je ne sais pas. ive met so many awesome people in the play. i love them. Kristen, Annie, Brittany, Laura, Sarah, Kristen, Emma, Carlee, Brad...blah blah blah. for some reason though, i liked the willmar musicals better. blah leave me comments. OR NO COMMENTS FOR YOU.

i miss just hanging out...=[