Well I'm really only writing this for the benefit of my lovely Taryn *mwahz*....And for anyone else who may care....Right now I would be out getting drunk like normal, but I'm not coz I'm sick....Sickness=gay, I hate it.... Also thought I'd update before I get Robbie's disease....Yes hello robbie, I love you muchly.... I followed the crowds and ended up with my space....Im addicted to it now, its owns my heart...Hah and don't I sound emo now, speakin of other things that own my heart...Ashley, haha I < 3 that boy...He's the sex...Anyways yeah I won't ramble on, coz I couldnt be bothered...Luv uz all... Sime, please hurry up and come back...We Miss you (we = me and sammy). ♥ If only the words I would start to say were the only ones you would want to hear. Too bad we can’t think back to better days; those days lost are too painful to recall. If I had a spine I could say the way, scratch that, I could show the way I feel about you. And I know you know, don’t say that you don’t. I’m almost positive here that you are well aware I’m completely devote and envoked by you. Any life style, this life style is nothing, is incomplete without you here. I’ll throw myself to the dogs here, just so you would know you are the only thing left in my mind at the end of the day.If only things could work out as I planned. I’d write you a song filled with every thought I’d ever think about you. Imagine this- you in all your beauty sitting perfectly as you do- enter me- singing my heart, throwing out myself for you. I’ve got a plan, ten hundred ways to steal your heart and make it mine. If you were ready I’d tell you- it’s only you. Who would guess that you could do this to me. It’s not enough, not enough until you’re mine. I love you’s stack up until they lose their meaning. I love you. In all it’s essence, in all your beauty- I can’t but help to feel the way I do. about you. ♥ But you couldn't last a lifetime. Caught between here and the days of it; carving her name across your arm with every wish. It's hit or miss... her. I told you so. I measured distance in lines departing the rest of my life.