Well, I guess last night I found out who my true friends really are. Everythin I do for her, keep all her shit to myself and try my best but hey Im a hopeless friend and a liar and pathetic... Yup thats me for ya. She sure does know how to make me feel like shit....I wish I could tell her to go get fucked, but I cant...She means to much to me. And she said she doesnt know why she bothered with me again...if i remember correctly...didnt she take my bf...and call me crazy, and a sycopath n told me me and her didnt have anything at all...and i forgave her...So all my stressing out about her and stuff for the past 2 days...I duno why, coz yup...hopeless friend...Wont bother anymore People are guna die today. Its liek 439490248 million degrees and the Big Day Out is today so everyone will end up dyin of heat exhaustion...WOOO nxt yr I can go (and hopefully not die of heat exhasution) I really dont want to go to skool tomoro...i feel sick when I think about it...Fuck i hate it there, cant wait till im finished...only another...24 months to go...Bla..