Listening to: I\'m Not Ok (I Promise)-My Chemical Romance
Feeling: pooped
Well, I came to the conclusion the other night that I am giving up with guys, for good (yeah yeah we will see how long that lasts)...I came to the decision the majority of them are pricks and their main aim in life is to fuck round with me (Robbie or anybody else that reads this, no thats not you)...But yeah, p-r-i-c-ks...Anyways I was supposed to be going out this morning but yeah....antisocialness took over and I decided to ignore the 4 msgs and 12 missed calls on my fone and sleep instead, so now because of my stupid fucking sleeping I have to organise the whole friggen thing again coz for some reason no one around here can do anything without me so what was sposed to be happening didnt and now I gota re organise it so I can be there....Honestly....
I've recovered from camp...took me awhile lol but I got there, despite the swollendness and the cuts and bruises and like...sleepyness I have recovered....Yayness, Hmm muh cousin is coming up next weekend for a few days...That should be interesting since I havent seen him for like 3 years and I had a fight with him and didn't talk to him for 2 of those....Should be a very interesting weekend.....Somewhere in amongst him being him here I have to see 4 other people...I dont think Ima be spending much time to myself next weekend sumhow....Oh well....
Taz and me are goin lez....Wooo for us....Well, I decided we are...To bad if you dont wana! Lmao Oh well, Im out...
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UPDATINGNESS
I like guys again, coz da one dat made me not like guys, rang me and tis all good...I laughed nd laughed nd laughed...Jen is very happy, hes a funny guy...very funny...Yayfulness
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just let her pour her heart out for you?
well every single time i see you,
i start to feel this way. it makes me wonder
if i am ever gona feel this way again
theres a picture tearin in the back of my head
i see it over and over
if only i had the guts to feel this way
if only you'd look at me and want to stay
if i could, i'd take you in my arms and say
i will never go, cause i need you.
Lol she was dissing my name and then said i was stalking her, she deletes ALL the comments i leave her.. But there is one there on the sencond from the top that has a comment from me which is all about that this fight is ova...
She said i was a whore or sumthing. :O
xox Ashleigh xox
what kind of standards is subway giving anyway? jeeze, hahah.
♥
hahaha
"It was like coming this close to your dreams, and then watching them brush past you like a stranger in a crowd. At the time you don't think much of it, you know we just don't recognize the most siginificant moments of our lives while they're happening. Back then I thought "Well there'll be other days..." I didn't realize that was the only day.
wats that?? ^^^^^......
-searchme
He explained everything?
Anyway, leaving school altogether isn't a good thing. Only a year and a half to go is a long time. I'm not really sure what to sugest.
Friends are the only thing keeping you from leaving, right? That's a pretty strong reason to stay.
But then there's all those people you hate...
I don't know.
Also, me and my friend might be developing a system database that'll be used in EVERY SINGLE Tim Hortons in Canada!
(Tim Hortons is the biggest coffee shop place thingy, in Canada.)
That'd be insane. Imagine on my resume: (cont)
That'd be fucking amazing.
Not to mention getting paid to do it.
I just involuntarily twitched from excitement.
And this database thing wouldn't be hard to make or anything.
All it has to really do is send data to a server to store, then be able to pull that data out of the server, and display it.
EASY AS FUCKIING...Uhh...HTML?
Yeah. Easy as html.
Holy crap holy crap holycrap!
*squeals*
Sorry, just had to get all that excitment out of my system, so I can get my work done again. =P
i love your diary its awesome.
haha i am listening to the same song [my chemical romance]
`__x0x_jAde`
your coolness was too overwhelming for them.
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Im sorry im not meaning to take it out on you.. its jsut argh fuckin crap hole. I dont wanna be here. (dnt worry i aint sucidal) but its just too much to take..
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Minus the space between "&" and "hearts;"
& hearts; = ♥
lol, stupid sisters.
td align= "right"
then put the arrow things on the ends (The tags)
hope that works
take care
i dunno put the pic in the header info...thing
aww dont give up on guys!
they need girls like us!
come on sweetie
love the changes
i agree with you 100% on the guys. most of them are jerks, with no care in the world to how they affect other people.
oh yeah, your diary is really cute ♥
Yeah, I've been working my ass off lately.
I might not be on much for the next while. I'll try get on when I'm not busy. =P
Random good news that doesn't affect you: I'm almost done coding my site! Yay! The code for it is so insanely complex, it's scary!
Not really, but it would seem like it, if I ever had to re-code it.
Damn that would suck.
You dont seem to lyk ur sista very much..but i cant talk. Me nd my brova dont get on. But i do wiv my sista but only coz now shes moved out.
Swt dreamz.
I was helping my dad move sum dirt nd i was puching da wheelbarrow nd it started to tip and i like tripped ova it and grazed my leg.. It hurts :(.. Omg. Go look at malemitch0 diarys i think thats his name.. go to that one and look at his entry at da top of the page!
Hey, I'm on at the same as you for once.
I got some girl to supposedly scream.
I didn't feel like doing math, so I got busy with a razor, and drew a ton of stuff.
Then I got my brother's webcam, and showed her the top of my arm, then I rotated it, so she could see the cuts, and she supposedly screamed.
I made it into a movie too. I'm gonna show it to her at random times.
Unfortunatly, she lives down in Cali, so I can't hear her scream.
Meh, I still giggle.
Anyway, how do you think your interview at subway went?
How come you wanted to work at subway anyway?
It was your birthday lsat month right? Shouldn't your age be "17" now?
You said you graduate next year, so that would make you 17 when you graduate.
And you were 15, doing year 11...So I'm assuming most people graduate when they're...17?
I don't know how to figure this stuff out anymore! I've been doing too much math! T_T
take care girly =)
I'm giving up on guys as well.
Well everyone minus my boyfriend.
Hope all is well. =)
I see why now. =P
Ohhh, okay. I get it now. (Here it's 18)