A little birdy...*cough*Pilar*cough*...Told me that Evelyn is afraid of me...HA HA you little bitch!! A "friend" of mine would know that I wouldn't do anything! *sigh*...Whatever you said yourself that you're slow...See this is our convo we had: Me: mmk...This is ridiculous...I'm pissed and you know it. I'm not gonna apologize for being mad cuz I have a right to be when my "best friend" stabs me in the back like you did. But I am gonna apologize for making you feel like you can't confront me about it...Chris told me what you said about the whole...You always apologize first thing and even if that is true...I shouldn't be the one apologizing first this time Me: so yea...You can ignore me, you can talk about me, I don't care...But I don't really appreciate ashley talking about me in Spanish...maybe I'm wrong about that, but if she is tell her stop...She doesn't know me, you probably haven't told her that I like Chris, but whatever, just tell her to stop Evelyn: look i kno ur mad at me and i just want to say im sorry 4 wahatever i did cuz i dont kno why ur mad Evelyn: im really sorry Evelyn: if u dont want 2 write back fine Me: plz tell me you're kidding about not knowing why I'm mad Evelyn: umm does it hav 2 do with chris? Evelyn: i really hate when ur mad at me Evelyn: i can understand y ur not writing back cuz ur all mad at me but i dont want us 2 b on bad terms Me: no Evelyn...It has something to do with the fact that I trusted you enough to tell you that I liked Chris and then you went and did this Me: And you let everyone sit there and talk about you and Chris when you knew i liked him Me: You said you cared...But actions speak ALOT louder than words Evelyn: buti asked u if u liked him before and u said no Evelyn: u lied 2 me Me: Did you think I was gonna say yes after hearing you talk about him constantly Evelyn: well u should hav Me: I'm trying SOOOO hard to be happy for you Evelyn: dont be Evelyn: u dont hav 2 if u dont want 2 Evelyn: sorry but i cant help who i like Me: I DON'T CARE ABOUT THAT...I'm mad at YOU not your feelings...I'm mad that you didn't care about my feelings Me: And then the fact that you don't have the nerve to talk to me about it pisses me off more Evelyn: i wud hav if u told me the TRUTH! Me: Well, I thought that maybe you would know the TRUTH! Evelyn: i wud if u didnt give me those mean looks that say back off Evelyn: sorry but in case u havnt noticed im slow Me: Don't even go there Evelyn: this sux Evelyn: i wish i never got reccomended 4 algebra Evelyn: then none of this wud hav happened Evelyn: look i gt good luck on the sols 2morow Evelyn: i hate my life as much as might hate urs Me: bye Me: Trust me...your perfect littel boyfriend filled world will get better Evelyn: like u wud kno... cuz if u did u wud no that my life is not even close to perfect Me: Sarcasm Evelyn...No ones life is perfect Evelyn: wel then stop talkin bout Evelyn: my lil "perfect world" Me: w/e you wish Me: ok...That made me feel worse...I didn't mean any of it (the mean parts)...I'm jsut I dunno...stressed and mad and upset and sad that I lost a good friend...And like you, I don't wanna end this on bad terms, so I'm sorry...I can't garuantee that I'm gonna be Ms. Ray of Sunshine for you or even be all that nice to ya...But I'm sorry Me: So yea...Ya don't gotta forgive me...But yea...Sorry So yea...ha...I dunno, she's an idiot...I'm a bitch and so is she...She probably still doesn't know why I'm mad at her...I'm mad b-cuz she acted like she was my friend...Acted like she cared and all that, knowing how I felt when all these ppl kept talkin about them...Cuz I told her how I REALLY felt about all of it Friday and then when she started goin out with him I was like ok, but then she started avoiding me and just being a bitch about it gettin her friends talkin about me, saying she doesn't know why I'm mad and that she doesn't want to be on bad terms with me and stuff, but she doesn't have the nerve to say it to my face...And if she does say something to me it's either cuz I say something or if someone tries to make us make-up. For some reason everyone WE know is taking this really bad...Chris is the one talkin to me for her so I'm sorta blowin him off too. But yea...The fact that he's the only one that will talk to me pisses me off more. I dunno why I'm suddenly mad, I had a pretty good day. We had our Math SOL's today and I think I did pretty damn good. So yea...It was cool...But Evelyn was sorta depressed cuz she's been havin problems with Algebra. I've offered to help her over and over and over and over and over again, but she's too busy either pretending to be depressed in Algebra or flirting with Chris. BITCH I HOPE YOU FUCKING FAIL YOU SLUTTY DRESSING WHORE! mmk...I didn't mean the slutty dressing whore part, but I feel alittle better now...lol...I know I'm a bitch but o well! At least I admit it. Anyways she was praying and stuff in advisory and she looked like she was about to cry so I was like, are you ok and she gave me the UGLIEST look, nodded, and put her head down...So when Felicia, Neil's gf/bitch/I don't even know, tried to get us to talk I yelled at her to SHUT UP and Ms. Shannon got quite startled...lol...She was like who's aggravating you enough to make you yell shut-up so loud and I was jsut like Felicia and Neil and I got them in trouble...lol...Sorry guys but you were pissing me off! mmk...I'm talkin to Kelley, I'ma go now...Maybe I'll type more later, w/e...Peace out!