Been at the hospital and sleeping all day and I WANT TO FUCKING GO HOME!!! But my dad is watching TV and has decided to ignore his sick daughter and it's starting to piss me the fuck off. I just want to go home and go to sleep or just... be home, but I'm stuck in this hell hole that smells like shit and I keep getting bit by a bunch of bugs and my throat's starting to hurt like hell again. God damn it!!! Yea, I didn't get any sleep last night, maybe about an hour. Had a dream about Eduardo. Yea that was odd. Anyways, called my dad this morning telling him to call back, well when he did my mom told him I was sick and needed to go to the doctor's and that we needed for him to take me. Yea well, he decided to be an ass about it and just cause issues, so I'm crying my mom's getting pissed and my dad's being an ass-hole. That was definitely not a good way to start the day. Anyways we finally get him to agree and we're like you gotta make an appointment and he was like leave the # with Erika. OK... wtf, you gotta make an appointment before you come pick me up. W/E... So, my mom goes to work and I go back to sleep and my dad calls a bit later and when I answer he doesn't say hi he doesn't say how are you feeling he has an attitude and he says "You wanna open the door"... He was at the front door. So yea... Mother fucker comes in calls the doctor and is just pissing me off and then he takes me here to his house til the appointment. Well, we weren't here for longer than 30 minutes when everything just hurts... My head, my throat, my ears... So I'm sitting in my bed, rocking back and forth crying when my sis comes out of her room and yea... I scared her cuz she didn't even know I was here. So yea, she tells my dad and I'm, calling my mom to see if they let ppl in before their appointments, since... Well, she's the one that usually takes me, not my dad. So my dad comes upstairs and he gets an attitude because I haven't told him that I'm feeling worse... DUMBASS I COULD BARELY TALK LET ALONE GET UP AND GO ALL THE WAY DOWNSTAIRS TO WHERE YOUR LAZY ASS WAS PROBABLY WATCHING TV AND TELL YOU!!! So I was like "Mommy said that if you call in before you take me they might let me in before my appointment." *sigh*"Come one" I was like, "You have to call in--" "COME ON"... WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU GONNA YELL AT SOMEONE WITH A FUCKING HEADACHE!!! Anyways, we get in the car and he's got a little attitude, I'm crying cuz I'm in pain and he's speeding so all the little bumps in the road feel like frickin mountains to my head, and yea... Never good. So we finally get there, he doesn't listen when I try to tell him what building it is... And he wonders why I don't tell him shit... So we finally get up there and by then I look as bad as I feel and all the nurses and ppl are giving me this look like "omg, what's wrong with her..." blah blah blah. So I get in to the doctor... And yea we're waiting for him... Most parents comfort a child in pain. Not my dad, he read his fucking newspaper and kept giving these little impatient sighs like he had something better to do... Wow... I really don't like that man sometimes. So yea, after the doc does everything he says I might have strep or... Mono... wtf... Where the hell would I get mono from? How the hell do you get mono anyways? I know it's the kissing disease and all that, but yea... I really don't understand how I got it... So anyways, they took a blood sample and we're gonna get the results tomorrow... And my head is really starting to hurt now, so I'm gonna go tell my dad I'm ready to go... Again... Peace...