[33] blah...

Feeling: depressed
Man, I don't want school to end. It's not fair, I'm gonna be cryin like a baby on the last day of school, I bet you. The same thing happened when I moved here in 5th grade. On the last day of school, I was crying so hard I was hyperventilating and I couldn't stop...I was soooooooooo sad, so naturally I have to go through that again. I mean, everyone says, O I'll stay in touch, but how many ppl REALLY do? Not alot. Anyways, I was like depresso girl today ,it wasn't cool, but I couldn't help it. I felt like crying all day but I couldn't, I wanted to but I just couldn't. Probably because I cried so much last night. I swear I acted like somebody had died or something. I was that bad, for real...*sigh*...I'm gonna miss everybody sooooo much...It's just not fair, I'm probably gonna start cryin again, but I don't care, at least I have ppl to miss, right? It's better than leaving nothing I guess. I dunno, I'm not really lookin forward to Freedom. Minus chorus, it doesn't seem all that great to me. Sure I get to make new friends, but I dunno, maybe I don't want to. I'm goin to school with these girls from my church, o the joy. The one that's going to 9th with me is kinda a pain in the ass. She's very cocky and very sure of herself. It's kinda annoying, but at least I don't have to like REALLY talk to her until possibly next school year. Cuz yea, I don't really talk to her in church. I don't talk to anyone, since I'm on the camera crew and everything...lol...Alright, I'm gonna go see if Anthony wrote back yet...bye
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