Shawn got out of his sex-smelling bed and took off his clothes. He turned on the hot water and stood inside the shower for twenty minutes just... breathing. Letting the water wash away sin and rape. 10 girls so far. It's almost over. The story began with Shawn's father, Chris. Chris consisted of drugs, alcohol, forced sex, etc. Chris joined a gang in his earlier years. The gang Shawn is now in. A gang which would last forever. If someone joins, there is no turning back. This is why Shawn is in it now. His father. He can't escape. Or they will kill him. But the other boys... oh. They just loooved the money. A couple thousand which varies with every girl. They didn't mind all that. They enjoyed it all. Never getting caught. But he never did forget. Never once had he loved. Never had he liked shoving himself into someone's beautiful body, and witnessing it become destroyed.