Yeah. Jenn and Brent are now going out and Danielle got upset about it last night because Jenn ditches her to be with him and they hang all over each other. Danielle flipped out and was screaming at them on the bus. kinda funny. had to be there. Chris tried to molest me on Friday last week then asked Amber out at half time. He feels me up during 4th period everyday. He asked Amanda out last night. She didn't give him an answer. He called me today and asked me out. I got pissed off and sent him two text messages back saying: I dunno. how many girls r u gonna ask that question to this week? how many have u already? and I just don't want to be anybodys 2nd or 3rd choice. and thats what i feel like. why do u want to go out w me all of a sudden instead of A&A. I'm going to send him another one tonight if I don't change my mind. I already wrote it. it says that I'm still pissed, but part of me doesn't care so my answer is yes if he still wants to. drama drama drama. I know I shouldn't say yes, but I'm going to put my foot down if he hits on anybody else. Amanda's gonna be pissed. hehehe. yay. I already know what I'm going to say to her. she still hasn't given him an answer. I hope she says no or I'm in trouble. If i'm going to say yes, he's gonna be mine! I'll fight her for him. I got no problem with that. If I'm gonna say no, he's all hers. If she says no and has a problem with me going out with him (I told her I didn't like him) I'll just say "you told me the same thing. we lied to each other. get over it. i did." BOO YAH! ok that was kinda korny, but it came out. oops. I just want to talk to him again. i'm getting pissed. he never returns my texts. he calls me back, but doesn't text. he's cheap. Jenn had her hand between Brent's legs right behind us at the game yesterday, and he kept saying "don't get me all excited". then later she leans in and tells me she gave him a boner. yay. that's just what I wanted to know and see happen. great. check that off the list. >:-( . people amuse me. not. Watching Gladiator now. it's a really good movie. I never saw the whole thing. I'm really getting distracted from it too. with typing and thinking about stupid people and morals. damn morals! why must principals get in the way of me being with Chris? why is he trying to be such a player? no one likes him anyway. he's an asshole most of the time. but there's something about him. I can never stay pissed at him long. I think it's because I always expect him to do something because I know him so well. Too bad him being such a big ass gets in the way. so does Amanda. We've been going off and on for 2 years and 3 times. this will be the 4th if it ever happens. we would make the PERFECT couple if i didn't have morals and he did. Getting away from this subject a little. Justine wants to go clubbing and so do I. when we talk about it, I'm serious and keep saying "ok so when are we going to go?" but she's just serious about clubbing. she knows she'll get caught. i know i won't unless she does. her parents will call mine and i'll get in serious trouble. my parents let me do pretty much whatever i want unless i do something they don't approve of. they trust me and all they do is monitor from a distance and step in when they need to. i run my own life. pretty much. they trust my judgement. i just want to go so i can dance with guys who aren't afraid to. all the guys at school just watch other people dance. it's me a Justine among us who aren't afraid to stand in the middle of the dance floor. we would have last week if there was at least one more person with us. it would have looked wrong if there wasn't. I just want to dance with GUYS! it's no fun without. because without, we all have to share Travis. he's lucky because he's not afraid to grind and he's pretty much guaranteed a dance everytime. there's so many girls to choose from. last week, he got Justine. so did Victor and his friends. hehehe. that was great. Wow. I haven't written in a while and i have a lot of things to write about. I also write a lot in the first place. if i talked this much, i'd suffocate. i just want to go somewhere with a friend and grind and dance with hot guys who i will never see again. what more could a girl ask for? ok. maybe i'm different. what else could i ask for? hmm. a kiss from the hot guy. and plenty of hot guys to choose from. dancing with one all night long is a little too personal for me. but, i don't want a different partner for EVERY dance. i'm picky. so what. hmm. what to say about Chris. I love him but I hate him. wait no. that's wrong. I like him but he irks me. that's more like it. damn my morals! i'm gonna say yes. i'm sick of being alone. and i only have been for about a month. he's actually been my last 3 boyfriends. that's sad! it would have stopped if Jenn didn't get to Brent before i did. but then again, that's probably a good thing. he'd turn me into locker room gossip. substitute his friends and he's a great guy. but he's a virgin and that puts pressure on him to do stuff with a girl. that's the only reason he's with Jenn. and he's said it. I gotta go. been typing for forever. missed half the movie. :-( . wish me luck.