Back to uni tommorrow! *UGH* I've become so used to being extremely lazy! I mean, last holidays I was basically working full time at my cafe... and it wasn't really a holiday. But these holidays I can say that I honestly did nothing... Things are weird these days... even though I can be totally surrounded by people I have this incredible sense of loneliness. I've lost contact with so many of my friends over the last couple of years... and just don't feel really close to anyone anymore... There are times that I feel that I just want to break down and cry... I suppose thats why I always try to keep myself so busy. Then I don't have time to dwell on such things. But when I do think...