I am very sleepy... very very sleepy! It's been one hell of a loooonnnnnnng week, and now I'm sitting here at 11.51pm finishing off a stupid essay about 'Technological Determinism and Futurism' ...blah blah blah. I stayed up most of last night to do it, I worked on it most of today... and yet, it still needs work and definately a conclusion! I am at the point where I just don't care anymore. YAWN Sucks when you can't get excited about a paper at Uni. 'specially when all my other papers are pretty kick-arse! I go out for my first day of filming tommorrow... wish me luck! I'm actually really nervous. I hope it all goes well. This is the first assignment where it all really comes down to me... this video is turning into my baby. Let's hope it turns out ok in the end. Back to the assignment I go... I need sleep... so I need to finish it quickly. fun. p.s. feel like I'm finally starting to 'click' with the tv crowd. blair and I are going to the movies next week... which i'm really looking forward too. shows he does regard me as a friend too. not just a classmate who he sits with sometimes. i find this so uplifting. im really looking forward to next week now.