MY MUM AND SISTER GET BACK FROM CHINA TOMMORROW! How cool is that?! I never thought I'd say it... but I did miss their presence around the house. However, in say that, I did enjoy being pampered by my Dad. He's been real sweet to me. I love my Dad. Been a while since I last wrote... and a lots been happening. I'm still super busy at Uni. Just handed in research for my doco. I've decided that I'm going to make a documentary that looks at why guys decide to become Catholic priests. I'm getting really into it. I think it's gonna end up having a great influence on me, and my faith. I feel really blessed. In other news... Bernard told me that I should marry him the other day when we were talking online. ...And I agreed with him. I knew that he was just messing with me, and trying to freak me out... so I thought I'd have fun and try and mess with him instead. Ended up having a fantastic convo about when we'd get married, how many kids we'd have etc etc. ...and then I got freaked out and changed the subject, lmao. I still don't know where I stand with him. And I know that he doesn't know where he stands with me. I mean... I went to my mates 21st the other night and we didn't even talk. I noticed that. And, I found out that he made a comment to his mate about how we didn't talk... which really made me stop and think. The fact was that we did briefly talk... but he was too drunk to remember. Also found out that he's been mixing his pleasures... and has started to smoke weed. I don't know how I feel about that. I mean, it's his choice... but he never used to. What's changed in his life that makes him feel that he has to take drugs? So, I'm a lil worried about him. Blair's halted his advances on me for the moment, for which I am glad. I think he got the message from me. Pete's been a real sweetie... textn me and calling me beautiful. He wants me to go to the movies with him. Jarret sent me a text the other day to tell me how pretty I looked that morning. I had my hair in two plaits.. and he said that I looked really cute with my hair that way. yea... so stuff with my boys continues... and I can't say that I know where I stand with any of them... we'l see I guess!