OK, so as if I wasn't freakish enough... I've now got plates! Hoorah! I'm feeling so attractive... especially with my lovely lisp and new found retardness when speaking. Its just fine and dandy when no one can understand what the hell you're saying. But its alrite... only 18 months (only like a year and a half of my life) until I get them off! And then my teeth could be slightly straighter! Yay for modern dentistry! Nah, I'm going over board... it's not that bad... I'm just in a really weird mood. It's finally hit home that I don't fit in with my old group of friends anymore... and that they've basically forgotten me! Which is lovely. And I know if I saw them again I'd feel really uncomfortable with my plates. Not nice. I've decided I'm going to go out and get a stunningly faboulous new hair cut to try and feel slightly attractive again. Fingers crossed it'll turn out alrite... cos I don't know what I'd do if it turned out really awful. The only good then about having plates and being sad is that I don't really feel like eating much at all... so I might be able to lose some weight so that I have a super slim body for summer and bikinis! Hmmm... must do something about my whiteness though... I'll put that on my to do list. I think I'm real grumpy because exams are just around the corner... and because holidays are in sight... but just out of reach! Yea... life's bad, but I don't want to die... I'll keep trying to find my old happy, carefree self... but I just don't know where she's hiding. Lol, i can feel tears filling up in my eyes at the moment... and that is so unlike me. I never used to let anything phase me. Ah well...