It hurts. I don't like my life. I'm sad. And I don't know how to 'mend' myself. Can I fix myself? Is it possible? ...I'm beginning to doubt it. Had the wierdest night tonight. It's raining outside. I thought I would settle myself into a nice night of tv watching... Tru Calling, followed by the O.C. Lovin' the crap TV. Anyways... so first I get a phone call from my friend Cherish "Do you want to come out tonight?" Apparently 'they' had arranged it all "last minute". (side note: cherish is trying to fit back into the old 'group'). I declined - "Nah, I had a shit day at work. I'm fucked." Then, as the OC is in it's full glory... I get another phone call. This call was much more tiresome. Someone pranking me. With a terrible fake accent this person interegated me for a good 5mins, before revealing (although, I already knew) that they were one of my parents friends, and to get my parents to call back. (my family's out tonight). And just before, the doorbell rings. I took my time finding my keys... and the person rang more insistently. As I looked for my keys, I hoped upon hope it wasn't any of my 'friends'. Well, when I opened the door I was very suprised. It was a little chinese lady. She had lost her way, and came to ask for directions. I was only too glad to help. It's dark outside, and pissing down with rain to boot. I only hope she understood my directions alright, and has made it safely to her destination. It was nice to help someone. Anyway, I'm grumpy... I'm tired... and I've got a big zit that's about to pop out on my cheek. Ick. Nite...