Well i didn't get to go to CMU and U day, i was midly disapointed, Ms. Socia was like "blah blah blah" and i was like "god i wish i didn't have charlie brown syndrome". so afterwards Patric came to my house and it was alot of fun, we ate food, played unreal tournament and half-life 2, then listened to music and he played the minish cap. afterwards we went to Vanessa's party and there was half the people i reconized but never talked to, the other half i didn't even know. i basically just talked to a combination of Patric, Bryn, and Justin. though it was nice to get to talk to bryn, anyway, i sat in a wooden chair for like two hours and then we went to bryn's house. then i came back and sat on the couch for like an hour and went home. i don't feel like i fit in at all. i think the people there could tell. that was not really my idea of a party, so many people...so little knowing..ahh!!! it made me miss the good ol'e days living at lakside with joey, and making money, and lakeside parties, with only like 7-8 people that i know and my house is like 5 feet away. i mean, not to rip on the party or anything, but i just don't think that is my scene. my dad said i should have tried to mingle more, but i suck like really bad at first impressions, i am like a slightly less creepy version of nathaniel, i probably made a better first impression by not meeting all those people. i hope i'm not becomming anti-social, blah, oh well, -nathan-