Oh boy...Yup i am pretty much tired of being a loser, Alot of stuff has happended recently...so many conversations and heart to hearts...I have realized in this world there are two very important things Time and Money, and lately i have had nothing but time on my hands, time that i have been trying to fill anyway possible, and basically well, i am starting to lose my nerve, i kinda had a breakdown recently where i was pretty sure i was going insane, and it made me realize, if people don't particularly seem to be taking advantage of all the free time i have, why the hell am i sitting here with all this free time, i have decided instead i am going to kick my life up a nothch, Lakeside called, Kris wants me to rake leaves with him at 8 dollars an hour cash, soon i will start praticing with my moms van to get my license and then i am fixing the guzzler. I had a long heart to heart with my Father about girls and relationships and all sorts of issues with trying to deal with high school social structure, lol and well frankly...if things don't work out with being friends with girls or whoever for that matter while it is conveint for me time was, i am kinda hoping it might when time isn't convient for me, but frankly i don't care, i am going to be making 8 dollars and hour cash and driving, anyone want to join me, i have deciced to stop living life on the side of the road with the caution lights on and i am entering the fast lane, with a middle finger to the wind!!! wooh, no more loserness, -nathan-