You bring up a valid point but yet, I myself choose not to bind myself by the common views of society, which i am afraid it appears you have done in your examples, that is the primary reason i call myself "evil" and "blasphemy" for you see, our entire existence, everything we know is a belief, and if a belief is all you have and all you are then it seems the thing you must stick to the most is that fact of that belief, Truth in the sense of what you are saying is what everyone else agrees to be the common belief, but i see my belief as just as relevent as anyone else's regardless of whether or not i am on the majority, now a murder is wrong "morally" and is "unjust" by law, and desirves to be punished, but the fact of the matter is, he was doing what he believed he was to do, for how could he do something if he didn't believe it, now you could argue he may have been insane, and if that is true, should he be held responsible for his actions still? As you know good and evil is merely a matter of perspective, to some one increably down on their luck, with nothing left to lose, and an uncanny hatred, i would say that he believes he is doing what he is intending to do, and how can that be not true? What i seek is not something tangable or solid, or a simple lust factor, but i seek what i have always saught, the knowledge and freedom of exploring the human mind, i see not why to limit myself to what everyone else always knows because where-in does lie the ability to ask why, Truth is relative to too many things to be tanglible, location, time, situation, perspective, stress, and most importantly society, if everyone believed the exact same truth, there is no reason for anything anymore. all hope is lost, and hope is the aspect that what is seen as true now, may not always be... -nathan-