The Reunion
well, the blasted day has come...and it came in a very, very wrong time. the night, before the 18th, or shall we say the night and the midnight and the wee hours of the 18th, i only got an hour of sleep before i was forced to wake up because i had an exam at manila doctors at 8 am. i was restless (i have insomnia every summer)and so i was there at the school with my eyes heavy and my mind and body screaming "bed!" and man, the exams...i will pass, i can feel it, but the exam is so hard it forced my mind to think, and because i haven't used my brains properly for thinking (academically), it was pretty hard. but if my brain isn't rusty from the lack of use, i can tell you its easy as 1-2-3(eh?!) so after four grueling hours of sitting and thinking, we went home quite filthy cause we were exposed to the harsh elements of the city(me and sister had to commute, damnit)i was dead tired and managed to steal sleep for 15 minutes before i took a bath again and met with long time friend angelica. we worked on burning cd's (which took a while) and then when the clock hit 7, i panicked again. i had planned my outfit for the party but somehow everything went into chaos. the party was at six and we decided to come late and finally i settled for a shirt and skirt and balletshoes/dollshoes whatever. okay. so the party. overall it was both dead boring and quite fun(contradicting, i know). i enjoyed seeing my old batchmates, they all changed and grew up (really!i was impressed). we talked and then ate. all thanks to my neghbor kim who was the root of the event (very dramatic and sentimental, he is) the only problem was the people who attended the reunion were not the people i used to hang out with. i expected my real friends to come, but sadly, none. the food's nice, and the place, and the dance presentation (i have to laugh out loud!) and finally, when all of us have to dance. well, except me, gelz, and two of my former close friends/classmates. i just couldn't dance with that KIND of crowd. we were only what, thirty? even lower than that, i think. and they were just forming a circle on the small dancefloor waiting for each other to dance in the middle. and if one dares, it's LAME. and when some of them sits down all will follow and the next thing i found myself watching the empty dancefloor along with everyone. i mean, how can you truly enjoy dancing like that? i'm not really the party type of girl, but when i do step on the dancefloor, i want the music full-blast and the people high and crowded and dancing their hearts out to anyone and all that. besides the fact that i lacked sleep and tired, no one in the party persuaded me to go dance with them. it's lame. and not the kind of party i expected. and i was not in the mood. on the bright side of it all, i saw them. i talked to some,greeted some. and i was, argh! i was suddenly attracted to someone in that party last night. well, that's me. prone to get attracted to a guy you've just met and will probably never to meet again. but i think it's quite safe. i just kept on thinking bout him last night, is all. it was my first time to see him and talk to him again, and i was surprised he can even recognize me after what, more than four years. he's not really that hot, but i'm easily attracted to guys his built...and he's an eye candy. ARGH! what the hell am i talking about i had the hots for him last night, now he's out of my mind. period. cheskie! if you're reading this (hehe!) it's good that you didn't came. that 450 bucks came flushing down the drain. but you could've seen the guy i was crushing on! u dint know him, though, cause he's been my classmate ages ago. cheers!