holy cripes, and now im back on the pedestal. i can't let this happen, but it just takes over me and there's no helping it. last monday, december 5, me and jap boy met at the field. and of course,all of my classmates thought he was my boyfriend.he asked for my pictures and i gave it, but then he won't give me his! what's up with that, he said over and over that we would take our pictures together but then he said he was shy cause there's so many people around us.anyway i just could'nt figure that out. or him. again, we're back on our cycle. god its driving me insane.