shet..another balentayns na naman ang nilampasan ng NBSB na lola niyo (ganon???haha well, technically, yes)..nakkoooww..mejo nafefeel kona ang loneliness of being single..MEJO lang, honestly, cause HONESTLY, im so proud of me being single, mas madami ata and pros ng pgging single, and con lng ay LONELY talaga, which i feel at times pero not to the point that it makes me upset and depressed.. sometimes hindi ko na maintindihan sarili ko, kung bakit parang hindi ko feel pumasok sa isang relationship. a few dared to enter my life, but i don't feel that GOOD or RIGHT to include them in my world, kasi im so afraid of CHANGES. i know, i know, thats the only permanent thing in the world, but it scared me shitless. haha...panu if i let this person in, then masanay ako n andun sya, like a routine, tapos mawawala siya, and hirap mag-adjust, believe me, right?? right!! right.... so yeah...uhm...like kanina sa fcl ung discussion namen is about DATING. and hoy, first time kong hindi antukin sa subject na yun. dniscuss n prof nmen ung buk ni Joshua Harris a I Kissed Dating Goodbye which i'd already read all thanks to nathzki, mah gurl. May pagkareligious ung book, kaya hindi ko tinapos, (ang sama, haha), but the point is there. there's no need to rush into things. mali naman kasi ung papasok k sa maraming relationships just to find the RIGHT one. dapat sigurado ka muna na IKAW mismo ay karapat-dapat din dun sa RIGHT person m bago ka mangarap ng happily ever after jan. hay ewan. there's still so much i want to say here, pero sino naman ang magbabasa, more so, ung makakaintindi? sa akin n lng ung knowledge, basta..i know i still have a long way to go, este, maraming panahon para lumandi bago magseryoso...harhar npakawalang-kwentang teorya...