My 70th Entry...What A Shame
Did I forgot to mention here the events of my graduation last March 19, and that I had a new camera phone that had turned a week old just last Saturday? Yeah, and at the same day my friend meg lost her precious 6600. but that stupid sony ericsson k500i and its Spanish user’s guide is giving me headaches. I can’t seem to set up my mms, gprs and email… I cant open and sent pictures…so I’m pretty pissed.what a shame. Last night my sis and I went to my graduation party, at a classmate’s house, of course. Met with meg and her beloved at the mall but then left when it hit 3:30 and left us to fend off by ourselves, waiting for my classmate, PJ, the slowpoke. You didn’t need to be scientist to guess what they’re about to do, that I’ve been revealed and enlighten by everything. The time 4:04 and I had no choice but to abandon my dear, old friend PJ, my main purpose for attending the lousy party because he brought my Harry Potter book 5. off we went to the party, and found out that I was the first senior female to arrive and their house was small, full of elder (parents and relatives), and it’s like the typical party: buffet. I seemed to have lost my appetite then, but I managed to eat spaghetti and dessert. The events unfolded slowly in my eyes; it was dragging and Meg was the last thing I was waiting to arrive before we hit home because PJ came and gave me my long, lost book. She arrived, fortunately, leaving her beloved out of our classmates’ eyes and chit-chatted for a while before dropping off the face of the world again. It was past seven when I finally had the energy to say bye to everyone and leave the fcukin party. Yea, it was that lousy that I even lost the energy to chat and interact. The day before that unfortunately, I had a bit of a misunderstanding with my friend, meg. She called me asking if I’ll go to the party and I said im still thinking about it and besides I had no one to go with. She said she’s with PJ and we talked for a minute. After a while I called her and asked on whom I could go with if I decided to come. She said I could with them. I asked what time and place, she told me 3:30, gamezone. So okay. Then I was texting with her beloved because he asked me if I’m going to the party too when I conversationally slipped in that meg’s meeting with PJ tom and I thing I’d be joining them. He replied by saying Meg told him that she refused to go with PJ. Okay, so what was that. I txted back saying maybe I was mistaken so I repeated everything what meg EXACTLY TOLD me. Not a second later meg texted me , confronted me o what I was planning to do by telling joseph. Starting here I can’t explain anymore. She kept on charging me saying that ‘I said this, not that. You must have misunderstood what I’ve said.’ But I’m not stupid, folks. I knew every word that came from her mouth and told joseph exactly that. No pun intended, no other details attached. But she kept on railing at me telling me she ‘meant this and that’ and that I should explain to joseph everything because it’s not her fault. To cut it short, she’s fucking blaming me.Accusing me of trying to destroy them by telling misinterpreted infos. Is I my fault that jospeh’s misinformed about that certain detail? Is it my fault that she didn’t warn me not to tell him because he didn’t know? Or that she actually lied? Don’t get me wrong, I don’t accuse her, and I didn’t know the what happened after because both had stopeed txting me. I txted joseph asking him if he misunderstood me, and said he didn’t, he understood me perfectly. Meg told me that it was PJ who’s going with him and not that other way around. See, what’s the need to say that to me? She failed to inform that certain detail when we talked on the phone, and if there’s someone who needed to hear that, it’s jospeh, not me. ‘cause I didn’t heard her say, “PJ’s asked me if HE COULD GO WITH ME TO THE PARTY BECAUSE HE DOESN’T KNOW HOW TO GET THERE” then I should’ve told joseph, “Me and PJ are going with meg because we don’t know how to get to eli’s house. Simple as that. It pissed me that she had to confront me like that without thinking of her actions. I nearly told her to go easy on the water she’s treading, because believe me, I was fighting the urge to meet her halfway and destroy our non-existent three years of friendship. But hey, I didn’t, and we’re still cool right now. She texted me the next morning in a casual way, like nothing happened, asking me if I’m still going to the party because PJ’s got the book. I said yes and practically apologized, asking if everything’s okay with them. She said and yes and said sorry too. I’m slightly thankful that she didn’t hold a grudge on me (although I still highly doubt it), and I’ll be crushed of we just stopped talking and start to ignore each other. I didn’t have a proper sleep that night, and I learned my little lesson: Never get yourself involved in meg’s wrath. It’s not that I’m afraid to fight her or anything like that, I can very well match her in every angle I could think of, it’s just that you’ll never get to win against her words. She’ll add up and mix it and she’ll make you so confused and angry that you don’t get to say a thing in the matter. She uses and juggles her words perfectly, like a pro, and your testimonies will come out as a big fat lie or you’ll turn out to be the one misinformed or for short, stupid. Luckily I felt the need to fight back because I knew that I couldn’t bear the false blame on me AGAIN. So, I have my coffee right here beside me. All is right in the world again. P.S: oh right. I told dayuta, just to console him, that he shouldn’t be bothered by a ‘white lie’ (that time I was very convinced that meg didn’t informed jospeh of her meeting with PJ to go to the party) so that two-word phrase was meant to console the guy and subtly cover meg up. But in an unfortunate result of the attempt, both had taken the phrase slightly off the rocker. (did I even used the sentence ‘off the rocker’ right? Heh.)