really, i do...tagal ko na din hindi nakakadrop-by dito...lagi kasi akong nagmamadali tuwing naguupdate ako dahil lagi ako sa computer shop nag iinternet...and xempre i couldnt very well express my emotion kapag wala ako sa bahay.hay..i miss those times na nkkpgupdate ako dito anytime i want, everytime na may nangyayari sa buhay ko na i want to put here. hindi ko na ma isa-isa yung mga recent happenings sa buhay ko, dahil wala nang thrill eh.. mas maganda talaga yung right after na mag nangyari, i'll be sitting here typing away the memories...well..ang tanging magagawa ko lng is to reminisce it.. the past months has not been that good to me. i feel like im slowly losing a friend. we share the same circle of friends, kaya lang she didnt know kung bkit akolumalayo, and it hurts to see that she sees it in the wrong way. of course there's the mistake in my part dahil hindi ko sa kinakausap about that...hay, so complicated. we're okay na parang hindi, its like theres a wall between us na...di ko alam kung anong mangyayari this next sem..sana ok lng.. and again, i tried my luck in a band. dapat kasali kme sa muziklaban, pero nagkandalokoloko na...well..so much for that. pc's temporarily ok, hindi ko alam kung kelan uli to magloloko. i have to enjoy this while it last. kinakabahan p ako xa hindi ko pa nasasabi sa parents ko na my back subject ako. shit...