sa tinagal-tinagal kong hindi nag-update, nakalimutan ko na and mga nangyari.haha.oh well. let me summarize things up.hospital duty.busy as a beehive.sundae syndrome, going downhill. we're trying to form a 'new' band, hence, by not letting our 'drummer' know about our practices. stuck kasi kame at walang progress. yun at yun lang. then hindi pa xa nakikinig. she's not really into the band. we're almost given up on the band ourselves, pero inaalala namen yung mga sacrifice namen at effort ng mga taong tumulong samen. they believed in our determination and we dnt want to dissapoint them by suddenly giving up. it's just not right. we've been practising lately, without, the drummer, and the lead. gusto ko na ngae din magtampo sa leadista namen, and i want to question her interest in the band, atfer-all, xa tong eager na eager sa umpisa. things are like yo-yo, nothing's stable anymore. on the good side, someone actually wants to include in a gig-read that line again, i dare you.apparently,tita cherry was fsacinated by our band-an all-girl band, at gusto kame isali sa gig nila this coming saturday(yes, you read it right). and so, here's the dilemma. we're amateurs. totally. but we want the exposure, we want the experience, just once, before we finally lose hope and give up on the band itself. and the plan is, we'll do it, but our mentors (yes, the drummer and the guitar coach) would be part of the band, replacing the missing original members. i knew-the rest of the remaining original band knew that it would be a blast, but we dnt know if they'll agree, and all will unfold tomorrow, in our practice.. on the whole, things are still murky, but there's the flicker of hope. we really want this. we do. we just hope the rest of our esteemed bandmates shares the same passion. one could only hope.