and yes, i think you know why. i can stand the heat, really...ok lng kahit muabusan na ko ng tubig sa katawan, what i can't really stand without is the computer and most especially the INTERNET. gawds... kung alam nio lng ang buhay ko sa bahay araw-araw. it's bad enough that it's friggin hot,yet all we can do is lie on the bed, watch tv and eat. brrr..hindi ko gawain yun...i miss the feel of the radiation from the computer, the callous forming on the side of my wrist dahil sa mouse, yung panga2lay ng butt ko, hehe i miss those things, kahit forever na ko hindi lumabas ng bahay basta may computer n mggamit, darn it! well, dahil hindi natuloy yung summer job nmen, wala ako income, umaasa lng ako sa sweldo ng nanay ko ibbgay nia every weekend dahil ginawa nia na kmeng official katulong ng kapatid ko sa bahay...my nangyari naman these past week...last tuesday night we went to La Union dahil namatay ung kptid ng lolo ko, so paang lola na auntie ko un.. enjoy nman and 1 and half day stay namen nun, nakilamay, walang tulugan, may cable na sa bahay! and ang cute ng pamangkin ko, hehe, sadly wala akong nahuthot n pera sa mga balikbayan...balik sa bahay only to find the computer fixed pero d pa pwede gamitin, then yung outing last monday na hindi ako nakasama for reasons i dnt wanna put here, hehehe sa akin n lng siguro yun...tas un...holy week is coming, wala akong mabasang libro dahil hindi ko matiis ung mga libro at binasa ko na lahat, and im dreading the following days to come being holed up in the house with my parents. with.my.parents. just think of how miserbale that is...i think im gonna cry...harhar.. well, umaasa parin ako na sana mgprctce n uli ung band nmen..i want to do better dahil ung mga nkaraang prctce namen eh tlgang hindi ko bnigay ung best ko..tsake buo n tlga ang cherry blossoms!yeah, our drummer meg is back..sana mgp2loy un.. one of my longest entry, no? badtrip talaga, buti pa 2ng ktabi ko, ung anak ng may-ari ng computer shop and my classmate way back in elementary, he can surf the net all day long. syet nakaingget... ;[