My boyfriend dumped me... I don't know what to do anymore because he was my whole world. I know I'm only 16 but we both loved each other very much and still do. He told me he wants to date me again when I'm more ready for a marriage. I miss him so much. I feel like I'm the most horrible person in the world. I feel like I drove him away because I couldn't commit to a marriage... what am I going to do without him??? I feel like smashing my head against a wall and ending it all. I don't care about the rest of the world anymore... felix was my whole world. Knives don't hold their pain factor anymore... they look sweet, caring, wanting to take away my pain... maybe... maybe...