My friend Craig keeps talking to me about Felix... and I'm just like... I don't want to talk about him because it makes me sad, please change subject... but he keeps going. I was just starting to be a little bit happy and now he goes and ruins it. Hes trying to get Felix and I back together and hes friends with felix too but still... I don't want to talk about Felix right now. Felix told me that he doesn't want to date again until hes here in the US and I'm going to stick with that because I know that if he gets back together with me right now he'll just end up breaking my heart again by leaving saying it was too soon. So I'll just wait till hes here in the US... I'd rather have my heart broken once instead of twice... no matter how much it hurts right now to not be with felix.