summer so far

Feeling: torn
well... hope everyone's summer is going great. Mine's up and down... like I'm having fun but mostly my summer is filled with tears and work. They're working me like a mule... I have to busiest schedule of anybody and I'm the youngest person there. Oh well... more money for me. So many bad things are happening this summer too... like josh, evan, brandon, felix, craig, natalia, ian... etc... most of them are guys, thats sad... and three of them are just friends that are being bitches... one was more but that flopped because I'm still madly in love with felix. Buh... damn guys... why can't I be lesbian? except for felix... hes the only guy i'll ever be open for, other than him... I'm lesbian! yay! O.o lol
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You keep building these boundaries for yourself to remind yourself that I'm the only one....I don't understand - why can't you just know it and act.
[Anonymous]