I don't even know what to say anymore. Felix writes these entries like "wtf...she doesn't come online when she says she will... she doesn't call... she must not love me" well, I do love you. believe whatever you want, i'm tired of proving it all the time because you should just know it. i'm tired of doing a lot of things lately. i've definetly changed. i don't like to spend a lot of my time on the internet anymore because i'm actually starting to enjoy hanging out with my friends. i never really liked to before, and now... i just do. i'm tired of explaining my actions to people so i'll write it here for the last time. if people wanna know... they can come here. i have a life that i want to live and to me that means being outside my house IN the world... not just in my house secluded from the world. i'm being a teenager while i still can and just having fun and doing what i want. i don't really like to talk on the phone or sit in front of a computer for hours. journal entries i don't mind. but when it comes to people i definetly prefer IN PERSON social interation rather than internet interaction. ok.. done If i've changed for the worse in any shape or form. deal with it. change happens. if you loved me before then why should that change just because i do? i haven't changed for the worse. it probably seems like it to you (you know who you are) because you're never here and that's what really makes a relationship... spending time together. so stop wondering why things don't work when we try and realize that you need to get your ass to where i am if you want anything from me. sorry if i seem bitchy but to be truthful, right now, I am a bitch. I'm actually standing up for myself for once so get over it. ...oh, and stop harassing my friends for Danny's e-mail. just talk to him when he's here and stop being such a fucking pansy.