im sooo bored. im hungry. im lonely. theres nothing to do tonight. i still havent eaten dinner. we are supposed to be having steak on the grill but my dad is asleep and hes the one that cooks on the grill. he was like ill wait for mom to wake up well like 5 minutes before my mom wakes up. BOOM my dad fell asleep. oh well. i guess i cant complain, its better than being at school eating the nasty "food" they give us. i think Holly might goto the movies tonight. im not sure she said shed give me a call if she went but she hasnt called yet. maybe shes not goin out tonight:D i will probably call her in a bit to see what shes doin. i miss her so much. it amazes me how much more i love her everyday. i goto bed thinking i love this girl so much i dont think i can love her anymore. then when i wake up its crazy its like im a little kid on Christmas morning. im so excited because ive discovered i love her even more. no matter what happens, all i am thinking about is Holly B. MY Holly B. i dont know how i got her shes so awesome, her personality, the way she treats me, and i know this isnt what counts but she is absolutely gorgeous. ive been thinkin about my Holly ALL day long. then i went outside earlier just because something told me to and i saw my neighbors dog and i decided to go play with him for a little bit. well i heard my neighbors dad say you can come over here Chris. so i went over there and one of the first things he said other than hey how are you doing, was "how is Holly?" i told him she was doin good, then he replied and was like "that's good, shes a really beautiful girl Chris." i dont want to sound concieted but stuff like that really makes me feel good. he wasnt tryin to be a rico or anything like that though, just speaking the truth. but i just dont know how i did it. it amazes me, i mean i have a beautiful girl with an even more beautiful beliefs and personality. i truely do thank God for the blessing of introducing her to my life. ya know, the most memerable gift i have ever recieved was a Bible this past Christmas. it is something so basic, yet something so powerful. in my eyes that is the best gift you can recieve from anyone. to me it shows how much Holly wants us to base our relationship on God. which is the only way it is going to work. i just wanted to tell everyone that took the time to read this i am proud of the girl i can call my girlfriend. I love you Holly! -Chris