WOW well this sure does suck, i mean working for free.... GOTTA LOVE IT! but anyways that wasnt really what i wanted to write about. sitting here alone and bored really gets me thinking. i never really even thought of things this way before...its like there is this one person, ONE TINY PERSON, in my life and they can influence me and touch me more than the rest of the world can combined. i know im in love, and ive known for a while. but maybe, just maybe, thats the closest you can come to defining it. i guess you just have to know what im talking about to truely understand it. im not saying that no one else can read this, but for my sake, there is only one person; that to me, really matters. i know you know what im feeling because i know that you feel it to. i know because i feel the same way you do. no matter what mistakes we may make, we always feel this way. it never phases us. if anything it makes us stronger. thats the way i look at things, things may hurt temporarily but its not the temporary stuff that matters. its what we have in the long run, the lifelong stuff that will ultimately determine our happiness. maybe it is just one of those things that you can't explain, and if it is i apologize for typing all that and making you read it, but i know what i am talking about, and i think one other person does too. and for you i am thankful, for all the time we spend together, for all the kisses, all the hugs, everytime you say "I love you Chris," for everytime the phone rings and it's your voice, for all the cds you make me listen to, all the jokes you make, for all the stories you try to tell but end up messing up, for all the little corrections in my spelling and grammar you make, for everytime i see your smile, for all our walks in the park, our trips to LG, DQ, and Beckley, just for everthing you do or are part of, i am thankful. and even though you are 5'1" and im a whopping 6'6" i look up to you more that i look up to any human in this universe. you know who you are and you know everything im writing about. I love you! P.S. 11:11 ;)