haha whats lackadaisical mean? nice one, but yeah... i hope a certain special person doesnt read this because i am going to surprise them tonight and even though they cancelled their plans with me for some unknown reason, i am going to go see them and take them out since they will be home all alone tonight. first im thinkin a bite to eat, even though they are supposed to be eating right now. haha i havent eaten yet so they better put up with it haha. then i dont know i was thinkin a movie but i dont know. just simple stuff, the normal gay crap. if she reads this she will know so im gonna risk it and hope she doesnt read it haha, we will see though. but if you are reading this before i am there, SURPRISE! i will be there in a bit, if not well then i sooooooooooooooooooo am gonna get this girl.