i hate life right now. theres no point in it. no one cares about me. or even whats going on. not my parents. my friends. and especially one person. but i guess ill just have to keep telling myself what they told me "it doesnt matter anymore" i hate people. i hate them all. they serve no purpose other than to ruin life for other people. well if you are reading this and you are one of those people pat yourself on the back because you have succeeded. and to think, i thought life was going good for a while. i thought things would stay that way. i thought id have a future. but the truth is out now. i guess the rest of my life is just for me. no one else. i hope my parents are happy because they wont have to pay for a wedding now because i wont be having one. no one wants to marry me. no one cares enough to even be my true friend. people dont like me they just use me and pretend they do. i dont even know why i am here in the first place. i have no purpose. i think i need to see a shrink. this isnt how i thought life was supposed to go. everyone hits speedbumps that slow life down. but people dont hit brickwalls that just stop life permanently like i have. i just dont want to be here anymore. im not gonna be a moron and kill myself though, when im supposed to go i will just go. but im sorry for just wasting air and time for the rest of humanity. bye