To whom it shall concern, Hi. Havn't wrote in a bit. My comp was broken. But it's fixed now. Things have just been, well complicated. I just don't know how to feel or what to do anymore. I feel empty inside, like there is nothing there and that I feel nothing towards anything. *sigh* Gosh, it's like things get back to sort of normal, but there not normal. I try to hold it in but It just doesn't work. I can't do it anymore. I just can't hold it all in. I just want to let it out. But, who is there to pick up my peices?