To whom it shall concern, Oh, gee. Where shall I start? I'll just say it: I AM HEADED TOWARD A MAJOR BREAK DOWN. SOON. VERY SOON. Yea, well idk really but, that is totally how I feel. Like everything is Ughl.. And I feel like I am always just outside my body looking in. And it is totally weird. And I can't take things anymore. Thank god Summer is almost here. Then I can get some time away from the people that make me crazy. Literally. I just don't get people anymore. I don't understand the things people do or the way people act. And I don't understand how people feel what they feel and don't feel. It is all one huge mystery that is driving me crazy and I can't deal anymore. I'm too tired and too fed up with it all. I'm pretty sure my mid life crisis is sapposed to happen when I am like forty not sixteen. But, I have to do everything unique, don't I? I just don't know anymore. Well I shall leave you with this: All day, Staring at the ceiling. Making friends with shadows on my wall. All night, Hearing voices telling me that I should get some sleep, because tomorrow might be good for something. Hold on I'm feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown I don't know why. I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell. I know, right now you can't tell but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see a different side of me. I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired. I know, right now you don't care, but soon enough you're gonna think of me and how I used to be. Me, Talking to myself in public, dodging glances on the train. I know they've all been talking 'bout me, I can hear them whisper And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me. Out of all the hours thinking, somehow I've lost my mind. I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell. I know, right now you can't tell but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see a different side of me. I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired, I know right now you don't care, but soon enough you're gonna think of me and how I used to be. I been talking in my sleep, pretty soon they'll come to get me. Yeah, they're taking me away.. I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell. I know, right now you can't tell but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see a different side of me. I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired, I know right now you don't care, but soon enough you're gonna think of me and how I used to be. Hey, how I used to be. How I used to be, yeah. Well I'm just a little unwell . How I used to be. J♥hnna