To whom it shall concern, Ello. Well I have not wrote in a LLLLOOOONNNNGGG time. lol. I've been busy though. Lets start with last Wednesday. Umm, I went to work and then after work I stayed with Tracy cause her, Steve, Me, and Mike were going to the carnival. Well we went swimming and then went back to Tracys and got ready and then we were off. We watched Steve play horseshoes for like an hour and a half. It was ok, except My mom had told me that I am not aloud anywhere near the hayloft and I was. lol. And then steve was like "Theres your mom." I got like that really bad feeling like "OH SHIT!" and I was about to dive under his dads truck. lmao. Then we went to the Carnival and I was pissed off most of the night. lol. What else is new. . . I was mad cause I mean we were there to have fun and ride rides and hang out and for like the first hour when we got here we couldn't find Mike. So, it was pretty much Me, Tracy, and Steve the whole night. Then Mike came around for a while and Steve was pissed at him for leaving us. So, he told him to go away to other people and he did. So, again I was left without my ride buddy. . . By then I was really pissed and just wanted to go home. But, me and Tracy got fries and that made me happy:) Then I yelled at Mike for makeing my night suck. Haha8) That was funny and while I was yelling I saw Dale but, I was preoccupied and when I wasn't occupied anymore Dale was gone so, then I was pissed that I didn't even get to say hey to him. . . Erg. That night sucked. Then I got home and my dad had to fucking start with me. He was like saying shit about Mike cause like the day before Mike flipped my mom off jokeingly and my dad wasn't happy about that. . . So, he was like "Why were you down there with him? I said you weren't aloud to be near him" and I was just like "You have never chosen my friends before so your not gonna do it now" and he said "I never said I was chooseing them. I was chooseing not to like him" and he was like "I don't know how you can consider him your friend" and I said "I don't know how I can consider you as my father." That was pretty much the end of that. I mean, whatever. . . He's not chooseing my fucking friends exspecially when it was over something dumb. I pretty much went to bed after that cause I didn't wanna deal with it anymore. Anyways. . . . . Tursday I went to work came home went to town and then got ready for Carnival night #2 with Kayla. It was A L O T more fun. lol. I mean it was ok the first night bt, it was just not a good night to go. The second night I didn't see no where near as much as I did the first night. Just a sec I gotta get a sweater cause I am FREEZEING. My sweater smells like Chels room. Haha, like it wasn't in there the whole weekend. . . .lmao. Anyways back to my week. Thursday was fun. Then Friday, omg. It was like the best day I have had in a LLLOOOONNNGGG time. There were a couple bad things in it but, I'll get to that soon enough. Hehe:) Well work was like the best it has ever been. It was LOTS of fun. *sigh* So much funnnnnnnnn! I came home and watched a movie and then went to Kaylas dads. We went to Dandy Mart at like 1:30a.m. Haha. It was fun though. We got drinks and food and like sat in that place for like 2hrs. Haha. It was great. Chels friends Rob and Eddie were there. That was great. Freaking stoners though. On the way back to the house Rob was like walkin down the middle of the bridge. And I was like "That is why you don't do drugs." He tried to say something back but, yea he was stoned and couldn't. Haha. It was great. Bad thing abou that night is. . . We got jumped and this dude like raped Kayla. Haha, Just kidding. Got ya going though. Hehe:) Well there was on bad thing about that night. I guess Will (Kaylas boyfriend) was haveing a bad night cause like his ex was calling him and saying shit and like the whole thing with his dad beating on him and all. Well I guess he was all "It's not worth living anymore" and he was gonna kill himself or something. It just got everyone really upset. We were in the dandy and Kayla was crying and she set the phone down and then I was listening to Will and Michael on the phone and I guess Will like couldn't breathe so I was like listening to him gasping for air and screaming he couldn't breathe so then I started to cry cause I was like listening to somone freaking die. It was a really bad night. Then when we were back at the house I guess Will was ok and Chels was talking to him and he said he wanted to talk to me so, I did. Not thinking he thinks I hate him. . . Which is...ERG! but, anyways. . .He's like "Do you hate me still?" and I said "No, but I'm not gonna say sorry to you" and he went on about some crap like I was laughing when he said that he was gonna kill himself. Umm, lets see...NO I DIDN'T. I was like laughing at me imatating Kayla and if I seriously wanted him to kill himself I would have said "Grab a fucking gun and pull the damn trigger" Seriously. I care when my best friends boyfriend wants to kill himself so whatever. I seriously am never gonna be friends with that kid cause he pisses me that fuck off when he puts god damn words on my mouth that I NEVER fucking said. . . Off the subject of that cause if I go on I am gonna get mean and I don't want it to get to Kayla if she reads this. Which she probally will cause she hearts me: P lol. Well that was Friday night. Saturday was ok. Pretty much just sat around at the house and did nothing. We went to the Dandy with her dad and I was like "Wow it looks different during the day" Haha. Atleast kaylas dad didn't hear me. . . Saturday night was cool. Kayla, Chels, and I got all did up and took hot pics. Haha. It was funnnnnn! I gotta couple ghetto pics in there. lmao. It was great.... Went home like 3ish. Talked to kayla on the phone for a bit got on the comp, then went to bed around 11ish. Today I went shopping with my mom and my neighbor cause my neighbr is like old and is always in a wheel chair so my mom though it would be nice to take her out since she hasn't been out in FOREVER. lol. So, we did that and went to the veiwmont mall and all that cool stuff. It was lots of fun. OMG! I had the best smothine drink thing ever today. It's called an Orange Juliuis. It's yummy:) And I sappose I am here now. I think I am gonna go watch Wildfire in a couple mins so I gotta go soon. Oh, and I think Kayla got like banned from alot of stuff today including her party. . . Ughl. Her phone bill was like $271 or something like that. Erguhl! Well I'm gonna go now. Byes. Johnna