To whom it shall concern, Today was ok. Not the greatest. It was freaking hot. I usually wear a hoody everyday cause I am like one of those people that is ALWAYS cold, but I was like dying today. Somethings about today were just awkward. And just...*sigh*. My mom picked me up from school today. She picked me up cause there was like a small tornado that went through and it knocked down a tree right next to our house and it was literally just a foot away. It was bad. I have one serious question for people and it's not to be mean so don't take it that way. (although I know there will be someone who does) Why do y'all care so much about comments? I have read so many peoples diaries that say leave comments. I mean is that the reason people write? Just for comments? I think you should write for yourself, to get your emotions out. Not for others input on your lives. I donno, I just think it's stupid that people care *SO* much. There are many other things in the world that they should care about then comments. Anyways... I think I am gonna put another really good song in here. It's one of my favorites. . . . I know when he's been on my mind. That distant look is in my eye. I thought with time I'd realize. It's over. It's not the way I choose to live. And something somewhere's got to give. As sharing this relationship gets older. You know I'd fight for you, But how I can fight someone who isn't even there. I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you. I dont care if that's not fair. Cause I want it all, Or nothing at all. There's no where left to fall, when you reach the bottom it's now or never. Is it all, Or are we just friends Is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call. You leave me here with nothing at all. There are times it seems to me, I'm sharing you with memories. I feel it in my heart, but I dont show it. And then there's times you look at me, As though I'm all that you can see. Those times I don't believe it's right Don't me make me promises. You never did know how to keep them well. I've had the rest of you, now I want the best of you. It's time for show and tell Cause I want it all, Or nothing at all. There's no where left to fall, when you reach the bottom it's now or never. Is it all, Or are we just friends Is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call. You leave me here with nothing at all. . . . There it is. I just really like it. It is just meaningful, I guess? It just mean something to me that I can relate to. I think I am gonna go and get some Tylenol and then some Dinner. I gotta go and do my homework too. I might write later. Bye. ~*JC*~