oh man...i juss woke up passed out on the kitchen floor.I feel like shit nd look like shit nd i smell like shit..i think i needa go take a shower.Last nite was too fuckin krazy fo me.All i remember is goin to dinner wit tha parentals,coming home makin wedding plans wit britney nd i thought i went to bed,Apparently i went back out nd partied sum more.My mom tried to get me to go to synagouge or however u spell it but i was to out of it..nd like always she was like ashley wut were u doin last nite,cos u smell like shit,look like shit nd did i mention u smell nd look like shit.I mmean dam n give me a break.My dad brugt me wut ive been waitin for the whole time..a brand new black Ford F-150 pick up truck baybeee...it was nice as shit..i can now add it to the other 20 sumthin cars out n the driveway.neway ya knoe ppl piss me off,all yesterday was bout was backstabbers,users,sterotypers nd jealousy,nd it was all towards me.Thangs i hate to hear r oh ur rich man cos ur jewish..my ass im not rich cos im jewish,im rich cos of my parents...And ppl expect me to give em money nd if i dont they dont wanna be my friend..how gay is that?...well yea mandi nd garret were like that last nite nd last nite i lost quite a few friends cos i told em they aint gon use me nd if they need money they betta get a fuckin job.I mean damn ive bought "friends" cars,food,clothes,tickets to shit,take them everywhere i go,dont charge fo gas,let em crash at my house wenever,payed therre way fo everythang nd now they get mad at me wen i say im tired nd put my foot down.Then they wanna talk behind my fuckin back ,FUCK THEM ya knoe?And as far as the backstabbing i cant even begin.Theres so much betrayl goin on man that im startin to not knoe who to trust.I mean especially after i found out that 3 of my closest best friends were the ppl who shot nd killed my lil brother thats a big problem neway.Man everybody juss needs to stop fuckin each others g/fs nd b/fs nd stop all the love triangles nd tha hate cos we had a bond that was supposed to mean more than ne females.Am i the only person gettin sick of 2 faced ppl?Man ppl take advantage of my trust.I need a beer,a shower,nd sleep..im out,PACE