Shes been goin out wit him Shes been goin out wit me Said shed let us knoe by tonight Which one it would be So I waited by the phone But she never called me up Had to know what was goin on So I drove by her house nd sure enough That aint my truck in her drive Man this aint my day tonight Looks like shes in love nd Im out of luck That aint my shadow on her wall Lord this dont look good at all Thats my girl,my whole world But that aint my truck I pulled over by the curb Ive been sittin here all night Wonderin what it was I did so wrong That he did so right Ive thought of breakin down her door But theres nothin left to say That chevy four-by-four Says it all sittin in my place That aint my truck in her drive Man this aint my day tonight Looks like shes in love and Im out of luck That aint my shadow on her wall Lord this dont look good at all Thats my girl,my whole world But that aint my truck That aint my shadow on her wall Lord this dont look good at all Thats my girl,my whole world But that aint my truck Thats my girl,my whole world But that aint my truck well im on base rite now.base is for injured trainees.I got injured wen we were running attacks.I fractured my foot cos i was bein dumb nd fell on it wen i was tryna do my rolls n ground attacks nd shit.well from wut i hear from friends and family all is not well back home.I hear my fiance is cheating wit my soon to b stepbrother nd my gama who lives down in texas is sick and im to the point where i cant lose nemore ppl in my life especially someone i love more than nethang in this world who was always therre for me wen i needed her nd was like my mom wen my mom couldny b nd losein my gama is gonna kill me.I really dont knoe how to deal with this.I called her to tell her i would leave army training to come nd stay wit her nd my grampa nd she said Toots stay where you are,its my time to go soon nd i wanna go home...nd that broke my heart nd i told her i was coming neway nd she goes if u love me youll stay therre nd i juss started to cry cos my gama is only 64 nd is healthy nd its not her time...she has to stay down herre wit her family nd me.Im juss in shock but i had to tell sumbody cos i cant keep it in.Nothin ever goes right.I cant keep a girl cos they do me bad..people are constantly dieing..my moms fiance nd his kid erk me..my dads a fuckin jack ass again nd LOVE SCREWED me again...nd its hard raisin 3 kids on my own..the 1 girl i love i knoe will never love me again..nd im stressed to the point where im like fuck it all,i give up.Im gonna make a decision on whether im goin back to Md tonite..so i g2g now I woke up early this morning around 4am With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake Ever since you found yourself in someone elses arms Ive been tryinmy best to get along But thats OK Theres nothing left to say, but Take your records,take your freedom Take your memories I dont need em Take your space and take your reasons But youll think of me And take your cat and leave my sweater Cause we have nothing left to weather In fact Ill feel a whole lot better But youll think of me,youll think of me I went out driving trying to clear my head I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left I guess Im feeling just a little tired of this And all the baggage that seems to still exist It seems the only blessing I have left to my name Is not knowing what we could have been What we should have been So Take your records,take your freedom Take your memories I dont need em Take your space and take your reasons But youll think of me And take your cat and leave my sweater Cause we have nothing left to weather In fact Ill feel a whole lot better But youll think of me Someday Im gonna run across your mind Dont worry,Ill be fine Im gonna be alright While youre sleeping with your pride Wishing I could hold you tight Ill be over you And on with my life So take your records,take your freedom Take your memories I dont needem And take your cat and leave my sweater Cause we have nothing left to weather In fact Ill feel a whole lot better But youll think of me So take your records,take your freedom Take your memories I dont need em Take your space and all your reasons But youll think of me And take your cat and leave my sweater Cause we got nothing left to weather In fact Ill feel a whole lot better But youll think of me,youll think of me,yeah And youre gonna think of me Oh someday baby,someday Take your memories i dont need em