Man lately i dont knoe wuts been wrong wit me.Its like i have everything in the world but im still unhappy.I made up my mind nd i decided that im continuing college but im gonna finish up in pre med then switch to business and marketing.im giving up interning at the hospital because after i get out of college im not goin to medical school like i planned.I realized becoming a doctor meant i have no time for my family or my friends.I dont know what ima do with my life now but i hope im doin the rite thing.This week has been terrible..first of all my marriage is fallin apart all b/c we fight over her clothes.i swear i feel like were back to bf and g/f all over in h.s.as soon as we get in a fight she wanna cuss me out nd throw stuff and juss leave wen she want.even wen we have those moments where shes wrong ill juss b like baby im sorry nd shell just b like ashley shut the fuck up i want a divorce.Then like 3 hours later she comes back nd apologizes b/c she was wrong but its so bad that i expect it to happen.thats all she ever says cos shes so use to having things go her way nd maybe since we were in middle skool ive spoiled her but she acts so childish sometimes.i think im gonna call dr.phil.Man i juss dont understand how 2 ppl whove known each other since they were like 6 months old,dated for 4 years could still have so many problems.Sometimes i wish i never let girls get in the way of me and my basketball.I go to court tomorrow for another child support battle hearing but this time with kendalynn.The kids not even mine i wish we could get some dna test results back already.welcome to the life of me.im really tired i think ima go to bed.. oh what can i do girl..so much in love girl but ur frineds got u thinkin nd its affecting u..juss thinkin of someone..where r u wen i need u the most p.s. does ne one knoe how to put more than 1 pic on ur sit?