Well i havent written in this thing lately.But so much has happened and i guess yall should knoe.Well since the last time ive written in this..i got divorced,my baby girl randi lynn was born,i dropped outta college,i moved into my own house,i quit my job but i went back and im goin to this school/alcohol and drug program called phoenix cos i dont wanna go to rehab.Ive been sick alot lately and i knoe the reason why but thats not stoppin me from living my life,im not goin to the army juss cause i now see that i do wanna live just a little bit longer. I juss got home from takin my badasses for a ride and to get slurpees and all that good shit.I had to work for like 3 hours today which isnt that bad..Ive been talkin to shrump alot lately and thats even better cos i tell her everything and were both goin through shit but we gonna be alright..but onto other things ok so neways..amber came down from texas last week..and it was great cos its good to have somebody from back from home well texas to keep you grounded and just be that 1 person yu can have fun wit no matter whats goin on in your life.We did so much up until we passed out but it was all good.I think we both kinda realized that we have too much fun and we got kinda carried away..and shit got hott but the worst part is that shes dating one of buddys down in texas and its kinda weird cos i remember everytime id go to texas when i was little and amber was little id change her diapers..so i never thought i would actually ever have feelings for her other than being a bestfriend.Well ill tell yall more later but i have to go feed randilynn..peace Monkey