well i havent written n this thang in forever nd yea i knoe i juss havent had time.Well alots changed since i last wrote in this alots changed.Well im married,i have my own house but its nex door to my momma but its weird cos i still live home wit my mom nd sumtimes i still live wit my dad.Man i miss bein 16.I dunno,but me nd britney are havin our problems nd rite now i have no idea wuts wrong because weve loved each other for like 9 years now nd weve been best friends forever nd its like now were married nd so much has changed nd its like were 2 different ppl nd i love her nd i dont wanna let her go but it seems like thats wuts best.I mean Josh Kiness is outta our lives for good i mean hes still my step brother nd all nd because my moms so gay nd her husbands so gay he juss has to live n our house.I mean i finally marry the girl of my dreams nd it sucks.I juss think im gonna take my kids nd move to Muncie,nd if not that im goin to live in dallas where my dads family live.Our parents are mad at us cos they wanted us to last longer than a month but wen 1 persons heart aint in it,then it juss aint in it.But im really tired of havein to put my son through all this shit nd even tho i knoe he loves britney nd she loves him she needs to get her life together nd choose who she wants nd if she wants to walk out on us again ima let her knoe she cant c him no more.But onto lighter thangs well yea my dad juss bought a new jet nd hes takin us to the super bowl nd im so siced cos i get to meet jake delhomme..nd the rest of the panthers nd i juss got VIP tickets to a few concerts.I mean hey i get to meet Britney Spears in march nd thats good enuff for me.But yea My life is so confusing nd i have lots more to write about but ill do it later. Britty-my angel..love screws us everytime