well like always im tired.Lately ive been so depressed nd i dunno y But today was an okay day.I had to go to court nd that lasted forever.I talked to cas;s mom nd he came home from the hospital so ima go to missouri to see him this weekend.Mmmmm me nd britney got into a huge ass fight last nite..she told me not to have hoes around devin but i really wasnt payin her no mind nd she got mad cos i was goin to hang out wit amber nd shes tryna tell me wut i can nd cant not today.i mean shit im 19 nd she gave up all rights to tell me wut i can,can not or should not do.startin next week im gon be busy as shit.mondays i got physical therapy,tuesdays i got AA meetings,weds i got family therapy,nd sundays i got to see my pysch nd on top of that my parents tryna put me back in rehab.Im chillin wit Corey nd Jay rite now nd it feelllss so empty witout cas.Im hungry i think i want wendys.I dunno wut ima do for spring break now cos i dun wanna go to cancun i wanna go to South carolina but then i wanna chill wit JJ nd a few of the ballin boiis.uhhh dunno.Im hungry nd angel juss busted her lip on the table..so ima have to holla at this later...but b4 i go Brittany i hope yu keep yur head up.I mean in the end i want yu always be walkin wit ya head held high.I couldnt be more happy of how your life is startin to fall into place,i mean of all people its you who deserves to be happy nd to beable to not get hurt while being happy.Im so proud of how you are standing up for yourself.Damn rite were stuck together cos i sure as hell dont knoe where id be if i didnt have yu.There were times wen i felt like givin up on some things or givin in but cos of yu i kept goin.Now yu see y your my supagirl.Keep on Keepin on SHaFF