Im soooo tired...but im gettin a break...cos i dont have to work all week.I found out a few days ago my gama had a tumor in her breast nd she finally told me she has breast cancer.i didnt know what to say i juss sat there like nothin happened.i dont wanna say im not worried but i kno my gama is the strongest woman ever nd she will get through nething.I think im more scared than she is but i didnt wanna cry to make her upset.i kinda juss sit back nd watch all the people close to me die..after devin and tj and my brothers death then mike clark and donna nd rod i really am gonna need help if my gama dies.I look at my life nd i think wow because ive been in 12 car accidents in which there were fatalitys nd somehow im still alive but in the past week in maryland 10 teenagers have died in car accidents nd i feel that pain so imagine their parents.Well im not finished but i gotta go so ima get back at yall all..